Tuesday, September 30, 2008

Hey so titles...not my forte

I was swimming along
Just like I always do
And you caught me just
Like a boot on a hook
And now I'm drowning.

You've got me gasping for air
You've got me grasping for you
Trying to hold an infeasible object
Slippery as ice and colder still
I'm freezing now below the surface
I'll keep on waiting for the heat to rise.

Whee!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My oh my so dramatic I am
Maybe I should go back to my shell
Live sheltered from everyone
Especially myself.

Sunday, September 28, 2008

An Attempt at Lighter Poetry

Patriot

A man with a cause
A man for his country
But what is his country
But one giant lie
The ideals once held
Are all but abandoned
This man took a stand
What he didn't know
Was that his country
Was already dead.

Okay, so that failed....stupid presidential debates put me in a bad mood. I hate politicians, they talk so much they make people forget what the question is and that's their goal to never actually answer just stand up there and spew sweet poison into the ear of America. I'm tired of being governed by a failed system why would they spend millions if not billions of dollars to be the president when it only pays $400,000 a year, either they have a serious superiority complex or there's some shit goin' down that we don't know about...what?!?!?!?!?!? If they're such patriots and champions of liberty why don't they use all that cash they're receiving to help the common man? I believe in the idea of America I just don't agree with the current reality. Grr!

Thursday, September 25, 2008

More of the Same

Lost

With every word I say
And action I make
I feel you moving away,
Don't go, don't leave me
I'm tired of being alone
Without you I'm lost
Like my life is half empty.

I'm lost and tired
Weary of these feelings
That should be abandoned,
Give me a sign of hope
One shred of reason
And i'll be there,
Waiting for you.


Funny after  3 weeks I can discover feelings like this...it has to be those hormones.

Wednesday, September 24, 2008

Broken Hearted

Some kind of crazy someone in love
Up on cloud nine no longer aware
So unaware of the ground below
And the hurt soon to come
Your glass house absolutely destroyed
Leaving you on your foundation
No longer whole but totally broken
Amidst the rubble a rebel
Against that which brought you down
Against having to fall and finally
All against that thing called love.

Understanding

To express oneself
in pen, in pencil,
in words, in song
in some way everyone,
everyone works for it,
for that understanding.
who will understand,
understand your expression?
thats all anyone needs
for another just to understand.

Title Suggestions here please...

I can't escape or run away
from all these feelings
I have tried I have failed
The more I suppress them
the stronger they become
I just want to end them all

Feeling my feelings
almost as hard as the end
I'd rather fly than face
face the battle of my heart
to run away once again
and escape, away from myself.

I wish I could title my work.

Always confused and never informed
I wish I had known the whole truth
But I didn't and I dashed head-first
Into an abyss of which I was not aware
All I have now is confusion and pain.

You tried to warn me all the time
I ignored you and all your pleas
and dove right into this bed
This bed of needles and pain
Now I'm worried I've lost it all
Most of all I'm worried that I've lost you.

To any readers of this blog, I just started writing poetry and it's started to invade the very fabric of my being, I can't stop it, the problem is I think it's bad. I need an outlet nonetheless so I have created a blog to let it out. As the usual mantra goes if you don't have anything nice to say don't say it at all, but if you have advice for my writing feel free to help. :)